5 days... and counting

perasaan aku skrng?

TeNSioN$!!! .... streamyx rosak... susah nak online... ni pun gune dial up... brape kb ntah persecond... dalam hari2 terakhir ni la nak contact sume org....

CuAK#%!!! .... 5 hari je lg dah nak pegi negara orang... kena STUDY and survive...

Blurrr.... packing barang, dan shopping untuk barang2 yang akan di'pack' .... much harder than it sounds... much complicated than it seems... dan sgt2 blur...

and after those comes

seDih...
ExciTed...
moTivated...
TerriFied...
anXious...
GLum...
woRRied...
tHRILLed...
aGitAted...
cOnceRNed....
bLUE....
OVERwrought....
appREhensive....
nerVous....

it's a huge mix of feelings that i can't seem to put my finger on the appropriate word.... i wonder if there is even a eord to describe how i'm feeling right this instance....

rabbi yassirna wala tuássirna!