long story short... I'm back from Umrah... had a GREAT time...
still not in the mood for a proper update though...
take it from me... Go... if you have the chance to....
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
takut tak sempat..
salam...
yeah... I know my last post said it'd be my last b4 flying... but then it just occured to me that on the 1st of Syawal I won't be able to wish you guys a happy Eid ul-Fitr... so here it goes..
sorry if i spoiled the mood... anyway... this year will the what, 18th?, 19th? Raya we've celebrated... But have we ever stopped to ponder on why it is actually celebrated?... or do we just tend to go with the flow... anyway... hope you guys are willing to share your thoughts... why do we celebrate Eid ul-Fitr?...
p/s: the hunt is still on for Lailatul Qadr... jgn 'raya' sgt...
yeah... I know my last post said it'd be my last b4 flying... but then it just occured to me that on the 1st of Syawal I won't be able to wish you guys a happy Eid ul-Fitr... so here it goes..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI !,
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...
sorry if i spoiled the mood... anyway... this year will the what, 18th?, 19th? Raya we've celebrated... But have we ever stopped to ponder on why it is actually celebrated?... or do we just tend to go with the flow... anyway... hope you guys are willing to share your thoughts... why do we celebrate Eid ul-Fitr?...
p/s: the hunt is still on for Lailatul Qadr... jgn 'raya' sgt...
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
for a moment.. you almost got me
Salam...
Great news for me... i didn't actually fail my Pathology paper... I got a C+... there was mix up... meaning i won't have to repeat my paper and study in Holy Mekah... my parents were releived... kept going on about how i could have done much better... i coulcn't agree less... think of proving that in my 3rd Semester...
secondly, i think this will be my last post till i come back from umrah... hope it will have a significant effect in my life...
third, wanna wish all my brothers and sisters out there.. happy hunting for 'Qadr Night'
Lastly, the thought of M'sia and Indonesia going to war because of an advert, is just hillarious! (not the war part, the advert part)
Roger and out....
Great news for me... i didn't actually fail my Pathology paper... I got a C+... there was mix up... meaning i won't have to repeat my paper and study in Holy Mekah... my parents were releived... kept going on about how i could have done much better... i coulcn't agree less... think of proving that in my 3rd Semester...
secondly, i think this will be my last post till i come back from umrah... hope it will have a significant effect in my life...
third, wanna wish all my brothers and sisters out there.. happy hunting for 'Qadr Night'
Lastly, the thought of M'sia and Indonesia going to war because of an advert, is just hillarious! (not the war part, the advert part)
Roger and out....
Friday, September 4, 2009
scribbles from me...
Salamalaykom brothers and sisters, hope you're all being nice to our VIP and guest, Ramdhan...
anyway, The results for the final year examination came out the other day... and to say i'm proud of my results would be a lie... but, praise be to Allah...
They say You learn a lot from succeeding, but a whole lot more from Failing...
in my case, literally... i scored a D for my pathology paper... sadly here, marks below 60 means a Fail... i admit it was big blow, nearly knocked the breath out of me, but life so far has taught me to accept fact... it really made me look back at my first year as 1st Year Medical Student... bnyk sebenarnya berlaku lelehan waktu, bnyk sangat... betul la Firman Allah "Demi Masa, sesungguhnya manusia kerugian"
i consider it as a wake up call from Allah saying;
"Anas! kamu tu nak jadi doctor, bukannya bermain dengan nombor, bermain dgn nyawa patient! bukannya boleh main2"
before this, i didn't know what it felt like for those who failed, now I do... It's ok though, failing just means that Allah hasn't forsaken us,
If he had(forsaken us), he would let us be as we are, even if we didn't study, he'd let us still pass, THAT'S when god's forsaken you, it's call 'istidraj' most of you are probably familiar with the term...
I mean just think of it, our Prophet, The Messenger of Allah, MUHAMMAD PBUH... was confronted with a truckload of obstacles, revolt, harrassment etc... can we say that Allah didn't love Him for putting him through all that?.. NO, in fact MUHAMMAD PBUH was even called 'habibUllah', Kekasih Allah...
The Pharoah on the other hand, was given wealth, power, followers and a vast Kingdom... Is that a sign of God's love?... geez, look what happened to him... sorry, but I'll pass...
So, back to my post, iA tomorrow I'll be heading back to Cairo... ada kursus Umrah on the 5th... I'l be performing the Umrah from the 12th till the 28th... The repeat exams on the other hand starts on the 26th, thats where my current problem stands....
I've already sent an E-mail to Dr Abeer requesting that my Pathology Paper be rechecked (ceh, tadi kata boleh terima fact, ni tak puas hati pesal?) yela.. mana tau dapat C- pun cukup la... tak perlu la study kat Holy Mekah, boleh tumpu pada ibadat, it will also save me from paying the repeat paper exam fees (which is a LOT if you didn't know)...
and in the unfortunate case after rechecking, i still fail, i asked to put the Pathology paper on a leter date than the 29th in the timetable... well, let's pray for the best
owh ya, i haven't mentioned my results yet;
Anatomy A-
Pharmacology B
Physiology B
Histology B
Biochemistry B-
Microbiology C
Pathology D
yeah, agak teruk, just average...
To say that 'Sini susah nak score, 90+ baru dapat A' as an excuse... ada je yang score 6A, 4A...
Pointer is yet to be published...
xpe2, 2nd year ni masuk dgn gear yg tinggi, bukan gear 1.... yg kat m'sia dan terpaksa balik awal ke Mesir... yakin la ada hikmahnya.... be strong y'all, coz i know you are!
think that's all for now, sorry for making you guys read so much... And thanks for all the support..... really 'preciate it...
anyway, The results for the final year examination came out the other day... and to say i'm proud of my results would be a lie... but, praise be to Allah...
They say You learn a lot from succeeding, but a whole lot more from Failing...
in my case, literally... i scored a D for my pathology paper... sadly here, marks below 60 means a Fail... i admit it was big blow, nearly knocked the breath out of me, but life so far has taught me to accept fact... it really made me look back at my first year as 1st Year Medical Student... bnyk sebenarnya berlaku lelehan waktu, bnyk sangat... betul la Firman Allah "Demi Masa, sesungguhnya manusia kerugian"
i consider it as a wake up call from Allah saying;
"Anas! kamu tu nak jadi doctor, bukannya bermain dengan nombor, bermain dgn nyawa patient! bukannya boleh main2"
before this, i didn't know what it felt like for those who failed, now I do... It's ok though, failing just means that Allah hasn't forsaken us,
If he had(forsaken us), he would let us be as we are, even if we didn't study, he'd let us still pass, THAT'S when god's forsaken you, it's call 'istidraj' most of you are probably familiar with the term...
I mean just think of it, our Prophet, The Messenger of Allah, MUHAMMAD PBUH... was confronted with a truckload of obstacles, revolt, harrassment etc... can we say that Allah didn't love Him for putting him through all that?.. NO, in fact MUHAMMAD PBUH was even called 'habibUllah', Kekasih Allah...
The Pharoah on the other hand, was given wealth, power, followers and a vast Kingdom... Is that a sign of God's love?... geez, look what happened to him... sorry, but I'll pass...
So, back to my post, iA tomorrow I'll be heading back to Cairo... ada kursus Umrah on the 5th... I'l be performing the Umrah from the 12th till the 28th... The repeat exams on the other hand starts on the 26th, thats where my current problem stands....
I've already sent an E-mail to Dr Abeer requesting that my Pathology Paper be rechecked (ceh, tadi kata boleh terima fact, ni tak puas hati pesal?) yela.. mana tau dapat C- pun cukup la... tak perlu la study kat Holy Mekah, boleh tumpu pada ibadat, it will also save me from paying the repeat paper exam fees (which is a LOT if you didn't know)...
and in the unfortunate case after rechecking, i still fail, i asked to put the Pathology paper on a leter date than the 29th in the timetable... well, let's pray for the best
owh ya, i haven't mentioned my results yet;
Anatomy A-
Pharmacology B
Physiology B
Histology B
Biochemistry B-
Microbiology C
Pathology D
yeah, agak teruk, just average...
To say that 'Sini susah nak score, 90+ baru dapat A' as an excuse... ada je yang score 6A, 4A...
Pointer is yet to be published...
xpe2, 2nd year ni masuk dgn gear yg tinggi, bukan gear 1.... yg kat m'sia dan terpaksa balik awal ke Mesir... yakin la ada hikmahnya.... be strong y'all, coz i know you are!
think that's all for now, sorry for making you guys read so much... And thanks for all the support..... really 'preciate it...
Abi,
Mama,
Kak Long,
Abg Ngah,
Muhammad,
Aliah
.... love and miss you all
Mama,
Kak Long,
Abg Ngah,
Muhammad,
Aliah
.... love and miss you all
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