Friday, September 4, 2009

scribbles from me...

Salamalaykom brothers and sisters, hope you're all being nice to our VIP and guest, Ramdhan...

anyway, The results for the final year examination came out the other day... and to say i'm proud of my results would be a lie... but, praise be to Allah...

They say You learn a lot from succeeding, but a whole lot more from Failing...
in my case, literally... i scored a D for my pathology paper... sadly here, marks below 60 means a Fail... i admit it was big blow, nearly knocked the breath out of me, but life so far has taught me to accept fact... it really made me look back at my first year as 1st Year Medical Student... bnyk sebenarnya berlaku lelehan waktu, bnyk sangat... betul la Firman Allah "Demi Masa, sesungguhnya manusia kerugian"
i consider it as a wake up call from Allah saying;
"Anas! kamu tu nak jadi doctor, bukannya bermain dengan nombor, bermain dgn nyawa patient! bukannya boleh main2"

before this, i didn't know what it felt like for those who failed, now I do... It's ok though, failing just means that Allah hasn't forsaken us,
If he had(forsaken us), he would let us be as we are, even if we didn't study, he'd let us still pass, THAT'S when god's forsaken you, it's call 'istidraj' most of you are probably familiar with the term...

I mean just think of it, our Prophet, The Messenger of Allah, MUHAMMAD PBUH... was confronted with a truckload of obstacles, revolt, harrassment etc... can we say that Allah didn't love Him for putting him through all that?.. NO, in fact MUHAMMAD PBUH was even called 'habibUllah', Kekasih Allah...

The Pharoah on the other hand, was given wealth, power, followers and a vast Kingdom... Is that a sign of God's love?... geez, look what happened to him... sorry, but I'll pass...


So, back to my post, iA tomorrow I'll be heading back to Cairo... ada kursus Umrah on the 5th... I'l be performing the Umrah from the 12th till the 28th... The repeat exams on the other hand starts on the 26th, thats where my current problem stands....
I've already sent an E-mail to Dr Abeer requesting that my Pathology Paper be rechecked (ceh, tadi kata boleh terima fact, ni tak puas hati pesal?) yela.. mana tau dapat C- pun cukup la... tak perlu la study kat Holy Mekah, boleh tumpu pada ibadat, it will also save me from paying the repeat paper exam fees (which is a LOT if you didn't know)...
and in the unfortunate case after rechecking, i still fail, i asked to put the Pathology paper on a leter date than the 29th in the timetable... well, let's pray for the best

owh ya, i haven't mentioned my results yet;

Anatomy A-
Pharmacology B
Physiology B
Histology B
Biochemistry B-
Microbiology C
Pathology D

yeah, agak teruk, just average...
To say that 'Sini susah nak score, 90+ baru dapat A' as an excuse... ada je yang score 6A, 4A...
Pointer is yet to be published...

xpe2, 2nd year ni masuk dgn gear yg tinggi, bukan gear 1.... yg kat m'sia dan terpaksa balik awal ke Mesir... yakin la ada hikmahnya.... be strong y'all, coz i know you are!


think that's all for now, sorry for making you guys read so much... And thanks for all the support..... really 'preciate it...


Abi,
Mama,
Kak Long,
Abg Ngah,
Muhammad,
Aliah
.... love and miss you all


25 comments:

Anonymous said...

cool nas, men never cry,
steady and cool..
that're our way..

Luqman Bazlan said...

all the best anas:)
you know right that your friends are there to help you in any possible way.
just dont be shy to ask.
hehe

Nisahaz said...

salam anas...
kuat anas!
pasti ada hikmahnya kan...
all da best!!! =)))

p/s: btw,nisah bangga melihat ini.. haha..

http://mmc.gov.my/v1/searchmmc/main_search.php?action=detail&id=36814

bleh wat penyuntik semangat! =D

afeez.gonzalez said...

salam rosyam nor..
bguih jugak rmai balik awal..
xdela ko bosan duk sne..
mmber dh xlme nk balik ke alex smule..
cme ak pun trut tumpang rse kesian la kt diorg..

patho sng je anas..
kenyit mate je.. no hal la..
gud lak..

p/s: rumah ko kt syatby tu cmner??

khairi said...

InsyaAllah, lepas ni kita semua buat yang terbaik. Tu namanya tak ada rezeki kan?

Kalau ditimpa musibah, doa 3 benda ni :

1. Inna Lillah Wa Inna Ilahi Rajiun

2. Aku redha dengan ujian Mu dan bagilah pahala atas ku ini.

3.Gantilah aku dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik.

::::aFiq FahiMy:::: said...

it's ok,anas..
u had worked hard on it..

kuatkan semngat..
1 kegagalan membuka 10 jln kejayaan..

all the best!..
rabbuna yusahhil =)

Muhammad Anas bin Kamarudin said...

wah, thanks y'all, rasanya baru je buat post ni... it just prooves
what GREAT FRIENDS i have!!!

honestly terharu gila y'guys...

Muhammad Anas bin Kamarudin said...

anonymous;
huhu, don't worry, i didn't (cry), but i think it is ok for men to do so sometimes..

Luqman;
Glad to have that thought on my mind, that my friends are there for me.. :D

Hanisah;
kenal Kak Long ke? ke search nama dia? tapi betul la, my sister is one of my sources of inspiration. She was third best student in her batch! thanks for reminding me. Your comment was probably the most 'spirit lifting'... :) (yang lain pun tak kurangnya) ;)

Muhammad Anas bin Kamarudin said...

Abu;
thanks for the compliment. betul la, best sikit ada kawan2 kat sini. ko bila nak balik? Rumah aku ok je. tapi agak kosong r. 1st few weeks nt agak sibuk kot beli2 barang ntuk rumah. stakat ni baru beli dapur ngan washing machine. nak jemput dtg pun nt la. xde apa skrg.

Khairi;
wah! dulu kat skolah PRS eh? ada bakat. huhu. thanks for sharing. Will remember that.

Afiq;
segan ana ngan anta, always have been. hard working, intelligent, confident... huhu.
I like your quote,
'1 kegagalan membuka 10 jln kejayaan' any more?

Salhatul Asma Ruslan said...

HE have a BIGGER,BETTER and the BEST plan for us than we have for ourself~Khier InshaAllah~

Nadhirah Ahmad said...

http://nadhirah1989.blogspot.com/2008/09/hati-menangis-dek-ujian-menimpa_29.html

hUr said...

just never, never and NEVER give up. InsyaAllah

Rahman D said...

anas oh anas,
itu tajuk lagu baru aku..hahahha
tak ada lah main2 je

jelous aku tak dpt gi umrah thn nih,visa punya pasal

AIsyAmIrA said...

syukur dan tabah atas segala kurnian-Nya...
*ceh! pndi pulekk ak berkata2 skrg ek??pdhal sape ntah yg duk x dpt terima kenyataan hri tu....
btw,thnx 4 ya support :)

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Muhammad Anas bin Kamarudin said...

Asma;
yeah, that thought's what keeps me going in times like these

Nad;
nice post and story, naik bulu roma XD... thanks for the link

hur;
I never give up.. that's my way of the ninja... huhu...

Rahman D;
itulah, kalo tidak dapat kita pergi sama2... xpe, nt dpan kaabah aku doakan ko pun smpai situ...

Aisya;
haha... anytime... thanks for the support

Nisahaz said...

mabruk anas!!!
ko x fail la!!!
Allah itu Maha Mengetahui... =)))

Muhammad Anas bin Kamarudin said...

yeah.. was in the train back to alex when i heard... syukur!

intan.maisarah said...

semoga berjaya disana!~

Muhammad Anas bin Kamarudin said...

thank you..
ameen.. you too.. semoga najah dunia akhirat

kepalakotak said...

bnyk nyer komen. hari tu kosong.

anas~~!!

:D

Muhammad Anas bin Kamarudin said...

hari tu kosong?... you visited and you didn't leave a word?... how could you!... haha... xde la... thank's for dropping by, it's not like i failed or anything.. T_T

kEyNAh said...

tahniah anas...

Muhammad Anas bin Kamarudin said...

allah yubarik fiih